10 May 2013
Is it Possible?
06 May 2013
Post Script
Thinking of the past quickens the heart leading into thoughts of the future. Who sits just enjoying the now? Was the past better? Worse? The future? Part of beginning life is releasing the analyzing, the daydreaming, parasitic thoughts which enjoy controlling the wanting of the future and the pining of the past. Simply enjoying this moment in life is sublime. No worries here, nothing to think about, nothing to annoy. Simple and profound. Just acknowledging the beauty which surrounds, the love abounds. To put away worries and wants, to-do tasks and financial stressors, stopping the flood of thoughts just for a moment, a split second, and enjoy the quietude in the night. What an amazing moment in time.
04 May 2013
Exponential Potential
Inside it stirs. An invisible mass, imperceptible in the beginning. Hidden from consciousness, camouflaged with thought. Unnoticed by most, patiently lying dormant, waiting, sometimes through generations, for a moment of stillness in one's mind to surface. Maybe a glimpse is caught, confusion abounds. Tranquility beyond reality, a light of peace sweeping through the heart. This glimpse, this glimmer of true nature, quickly swallowed by thought. To make sense of the senseless. To name the nameless. Put aside but never forgotten. Life returns, breached slightly by an insight into the knowing. Always nagging, an inner feeling never too far away. To see, to hear, to touch pervades the being. If chased it is fleeting, never to be found. Only stillness of mind and heart bring it about. Once witnessed, fear subsides, simplicity abounds, life radiates, vibrations flow. The connectedness is enriched.
01 May 2013
Boredom pervades my soul
Being unemployed is taking its toll. Odd, when working, I have issues with not enough time to enjoy life, yet when I have too much time on my agenda, it seems it's worse. Depression sets in, lethargy usurps my day, and I go into a mental meltdown. Finding things to fill my day becomes arduous, yet being slothful diminishes any productive behavior. I need to set my mind straight for tomorrow and begin the day with a fresh step in the forward direction instead of stagnating in a pool of misery. To reset my brain is the goal for tomorrow.